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Late Night Blogging

2008-10-22T00:56:00.000-07:00

12:56 a.m.
i know its late but i've decided to blog anyways since i have the urge to blog... about what? you would ask.. about nothing.. =) although i have something important to say.. well, not that super important.. its just i've been debating whether i should delete my friendster and myspace accounts.. i've concluded that those two accounts are just a distraction and i've noticed that i've been using facebook more often than the other two.. so i've decided, in an impulse, to delete them... but i stopped myself before i can even delete them because i've noticed that some people in myspace and friendster do not have facebook.. so i've decided to give a warning to all those who do not have facebook to get one.. so in the near future, my account in friendster and myspace will definitely be deleted..

other than that, i'm good.. my life is good.. =)

we had an interesting experiment that we did today in biology lab.. we actually extracted our DNAs from our cheeck cells.. a lot of people was grossed out by it but i found it very interesting because its something that i've never seen done before and i did it all by myself.. with instructions from the book of course... now every one can make clones of me.. ;-)

whats another thing thats new with me.. i've been trying to read this book by Jane Austen called Persuasion.. as you all know the language is old english and its kind of hard to understand.. even though i'm only in the first chapter, i'm taking my time to really understand it.. i'm in no rush because i have the possession of the book and i can take my time whenever i like.. indulge myself in every word... haha!.. sounds corny.. in the contrary, i just find the book interesting..

i just notice that i find a lot of things very interesting.. i guess thats one of my goals.. to learn... ..

anyways its really getting late..

samr

YouTube (A Love Song) by David Choi

2008-10-09T23:29:00.000-07:00

To buy or Not to Buy

2008-10-07T22:42:00.000-07:00

Bust: 80-88cm
Wasit: 70-80cm
Length: 90cm

very cute huh?..

i measured myself but i dont know if it will actually fit me...

hmm.. maybe there's other dresses out there thats better than that?.. do more research?.. maybe i should hit the books and not worry about the gala eh?...

hmmm.. i wonder.. what dress?...

I've Had It!

2008-07-16T00:28:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I just want to scream my head off.. go somewhere and let all of my frustrations and chaos out of my head.. call me crazy.. i think when you have had it that's what happens.. when you're just full of it and nothing is helping or turning the way things are suppose to be, it just builds up and you just want to explode.. i just hope by the time school starts this fall, my frustrations will go away and that my mind is clear and totally set for school, ready to learn to get some knowledge =).. i just dont want go back to school looking insane..

samr

Friday Night Vespers

2008-07-07T12:33:00.000-07:00

Randy doing an awesome job playing the piano.. he sang "Speak To Me" by Aaron Shust.. this is after his testimony... Great Job Randy!!.. Enjoy the video..

sam®

Story For Today..

2008-06-28T16:25:00.000-07:00

a guy from montreal asked if i was married or have a boyfriend..
i said, "a bf i do have."
then he said, "right on, cuz you're too pretty to be single."
hehe.. that just made my day..

meanwhile, at the Suasi home, avani's constant cries of frustrations kept me from taking my nap this sabbath afternoon..

i so want to take a nap.. *sigh*

samr

BACK TO SCHOOL..

2008-04-30T19:07:00.000-07:00

yes! i am back to school..
what am i taking?..
nursing..
just the associates degree..
so yea.. time to study.. later

samr

MY Myspace is BACK UP... Again..

2007-04-29T12:40:00.000-07:00

due to my current situation about work..

i will sure miss my co-workers..

samr

I Guess.. Not!

2007-03-12T00:03:00.000-07:00

"it ain't over til the fat lady sings."

well, in my situation theres nothing to sing about.. only the fact that i think its not over..

(*thinking* "hurry up patrick, so we can scream from the top of our lungs!")

and i know just the perfect place.. hehe

samr

MySpace Deletion

2007-03-07T11:26:00.000-08:00

so i deleted myspace today.. cutting myself from the world.. not really.. more like trying to "get over".. but i still have Friendster and Facebook.. i just dont know how else to do this but i think its for the best... maybe in a few months i'll join again but we'll see what happens.. i know its a sudden but thats how i usually do it without goodbyes.. well, i at least warn people... anyways, my movie is waiting for me..

i wish my life would be like this.. except the part were she is executed.. i wanna live like rockstar!!..

SAMR

2007-02-17T23:55:00.001-08:00

It Don't Have To Change Lyrics
(feat. The Stephens Family)

Oh do you remember (ooh)
When the family was everything? (ooh)
Oh do you remember? (ooh)
It was so long ago and so much has changed (ooh)
I wanna go back (go back...ooh)
Wanna go back to those simple days (ooh)
I wanna go back (go back...ooh)
But now we've grown and gone our separate ways

(aah)
Times is hard (times is hard)
And things are a changin'
I pray to God
That we can remain the same
All I'm trying to say is our love don't have to change
No it don't have to change

Do you remember (ooh)
Back at Grannie's house on Christmas Day? (ooh)
Help me sing...
Do you remember (ooh)
How we'd gather 'round and sing all day? (ooh)
I wanna go back (go back...ooh)
To playing basketball and football games
I wanna go back (go back...ooh)
To yesterday but it's not the same

Times is hard (times is hard)
And things are a changin'
I pray to God
That we can remain the same
All I'm trying to say is our love don't have to change
No it don't have to change

Times is hard (times is hard)
And things are a changin'
So I pray to God
That we can remain the same
All I'm trying to say is our love don't have to change
No it don't have to change

Natalie Grant with Plus One

2007-02-05T23:51:00.000-08:00

I know that life seems hard, cruel and unkind
A lonesome journey with questions in your mind
I'll hold your weary hand as you walk down the road
Remember you're never alone

Whenever you need somebody
Whenever you want someone
To reach out and touch you
With a love that is strong
Whenever you need somebody
Whenever you want a friend
To chase away the clouds and help the sun shine again
I will be that friend

If I could have one wish this I would pray
A heavenly miracle, your pain to drift away
So I'll keep on prayin' until that day comes
Remember that I'll be the one

Whenever you need somebody
Whenever you want someone
To reach out and touch you
With a love that is strong
Whenever you need somebody
Whenever you want a friend
To chase away the clouds and help the sun shine again
I will be that friend

I'll give you strength in times you're feeling weak
I'll give you hope and help you to believe

samr

2007-01-30T22:15:00.000-08:00

what a day for me..
raining today...
hoping that the sun would come out...
but it didn't...
it rained till sunset..

then another incident...
the drink i bought for my sister spilled in
my car floor..
so i was freakin mad!...
its like a bad case senario..

whats a girl gotta do?..
well, i went to take a nap hoping that all
my frustration are gone..
but its still there...
hmmph!..

"help me God, give me strength to go on for the rest of my life!"

samr

2007-01-30T08:52:00.000-08:00

the RAIN stopped me from going..
good timing to match my mood..
i guess..
well, not today!..

samr

2007-01-30T06:55:00.000-08:00

my mom is so conscious about the house smell when it comes to cooking.. all the windows are all open even when its super cold outside she still opens them..

this morning i couldnt sleep... my mind was restless.. so i decided to just wake up and actually make breakfast for everyone in the house... kuya usually doesnt eat in the morning so i decided to make just four eggs and lots of turkey bacon..

planning to go to glorieta park today if i can.. my parents are so skeptical when it comes to me going somewhere.. they wont let me go by myself because its a dangerous world out there.. so i end up not going anyways.. i need an alibi so they wont be too freaked out.. i need a break.. i need to hear myself think for once.. i love everyone but sometimes being alone can ease my mind once in while just to get myself in tuned..

well, if any of ya'll are looking for me.. thats if you guys read this.. just give me a call...

later guys.

samr

Pictures From Houston

2007-01-25T21:18:00.001-08:00

My vacation for one week was very short but in my pictures you will see that i had fun.

heres the link:
Houston

I HEART Texas.

samr

eh?!

2007-01-25T00:38:00.000-08:00

allmyExesliveInTexas.....thatswhyiresideinCalifornia.. hahaha

samr

whatever is the matter?..

WHATEVER!!

2007-01-15T18:01:00.001-08:00

WHATEVER!!.

WHATEVER!!!

2007-01-15T18:00:00.000-08:00

WHATEVER!!..

More of My Christmas Wish List

2006-11-21T21:20:00.000-08:00

dont wanna sound like i'm too materialistic but those are the things.. just little things i want.. thats for your information.. if everything else fails.. get me gift cards.. example aeropostale, ae, old navy, best buy, etc... alright peeps.. later..

samr

Be Content

2006-11-19T00:28:00.000-08:00

feeling a little down right now.. and at this moment i just wanna share with you what i've been thinking..

i now i shouldnt feel this way.. but looking at other peoples pictures makes me feel like i'm not content with what i have.. i know i know.. you might think that i have everything in my life but i dont.. i always know all the riches in this world cannot buy happiness.. without God in your life you are nothing.. someday all of these earthly things will go away and nothing will stay permanent bc this world that we live in is just temporary.. in my condition i should be content with what i have and not think about the things that others have that i dont have.. it says so in Philippians 4:11-13 Now that I speak in respect of want: for I have learned, in whatsoever state I am, therewith, to be content. I know both how to abased , and I know how to abound: every where and in all things I am instructed both to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need. I can do all things through Christ which strenthens me. i thank God that He reminded me to be happy that i have shelter, food, and a loving family to come home to after work.. Bc He provides us the things that we need enough for us to live..
Therefore take no thought in saying, What shall we eat? or, What shall we drink? or Wherewithal shall we be clothed? Matthew 6:31.. God loves us so much that no matter what state or situation that we're in He provide us with what we need..
Remind me Lord.. God is good, all the time and all the time God is Good!..

signing out,
samr

Work Sucks!.. For Now..

2006-10-17T23:57:00.000-07:00

I'm tired, fristrated.. and i'm outta here..

thank you!..

samr

Christmas Wish List

2006-10-14T18:16:00.000-07:00

i'm here at work right now.. its a very slow night but its easy money like everyone says..

but anyways, lately, i've been thinking about what i want for christmas.. and i've thought of some good stuff of what i want..

-sweaters, mittens or gloves
(casual or formal but matching)
-shoes
(not the dressy type.. something for school or to go out.. shoe size 6 1/2)

thats about it.. just something for me to use.. so if you wanna know there ya go!..

so what about your christmas wish list?.. care to share it to me?.. hehe.. so i can get it for ya.. (*wink*wink*) hehe.. nothing to big, please, i probably might not get it for ya..

signing out,
samr

Mixed Emotions

2006-10-10T00:59:00.000-07:00

Frustrated, confused, lost, sad, happy, relieved, stressed.. etc..

my back is aching every since yesterday morning.. felt like someone had beat me up with a bat or punched me at my back.. or it felt like i've been pushed around so many times that it started to sore.. my mind is in such a boggle right now i cant think straight.. i cant even begin to tell you how my day was or i dont know how to start to tell you.. all i know is that it sucked!.. jill said its always good to start in the beginning but how do i start it off its just impossible for me to tell... i cant, i dont.. i cant, i dont...

why is that that every time i'm frustrated or just out of my mind i turn to one thing that doesnt talk back.. venting all my frustrations out in a paper or this online blog, and the only people that reads it are the ones who either care or nosie enough to find out whats going on with my life.. its just so ridiculous.. stupid really!.. i'm totally going crazie with this.. thinking like this can really put me in a psychiatric ward or maybe be qualified for it if i keep it up..

*sigh* maybe i should stop..

signing out,
samr

All I Want For Christmas

2006-10-05T21:26:00.000-07:00

signing out,
samr

When Something Gets You Down..

2006-10-02T12:42:00.000-07:00

Motivation, Encouragement.. here are some good reminder that can get you through the day..

God has a positive answer:

YOU SAY, GOD SAYS, BIBLE VERSES

You say: "It's impossible"

God says: All things are possible
(Luke 18:27)

You say: "I'm too tired"

God says: I will give you rest
(Matthew 11:28-30)

You say: "Nobody really loves me"

God says: I love you
(John 3:16 & John 3:34)

You say: "I can't go on"

God says: My grace is sufficient
(II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

You say: "I can't figure things out"

God says: I will direct your steps
(Proverbs 3:5-6)

You say: "I can't do it"

God says: You can do all things
(Philippians 4:13)

You say: "I'm not able"

God says: I am able
(II Corinthians 9:8)

You say: "It's not worth it"

God says: It will be worth it
(Roman 8:28)

You say: "I can't forgive myself"

God says: I Forgive you
(I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

You say: "I can't manage"

God says: I will supply all your needs
(Philippians 4:19)

You say: "I'm afraid"

God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear
(II Timothy 1:7)

You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"

God says: Cast all your cares on ME
(I Peter 5:7)

You say: "I don't have enough faith"

God says: I've given everyone a measure of faith
(Romans 12:3)

You say: "I'm not smart enough"

God says: I give you wisdom
(I Corinthians 1:30)

You say: "I feel all alone"

God says: I will never leave you or forsake you
(Hebrews 13:5)

Believe God is there just for you..

Check This Out!

2006-10-01T20:01:00.000-07:00

Jannica is also not just good in hold the paint brush but also in painting with the computer mouse..

http://artpad.art.com/gallery/?j6heqlueyr0

pretty tyte!.. so proud of this girl.. she's awesome!..

signing out,
samr

Its Been Awhile...

2006-09-28T16:22:00.000-07:00

Since i updated.. the last time i blogged was when lil' Avani Rayne was born.. Two months passed by and already she's starting to look like those Cabbage Patch kids dolls.. hehe.. that lil' Booger of mine is growing and gaining a pound each day.. she's cooing everytime i talk to her..

i'm begining to learn how to change poopie diapers.. eeeck!!.. my fingers smell like spoiled milk.. eww!!..

so what else has been happening with me after Rayne was born?.. hmm.. i guess i'll say it.. i know i'm not bragging but i tell i feel like i am.. anyways, here i go.. i got me a new SCION TC 2007.. got her in september 7, 2006.. and how does it feel to drive it?.. freakin' awesome!.. a lot of people already have meanings for my T.C.. care to know them?.. here it goes..
Totaly Cute
True Christian
Tiny Car
so far thats all.. but i want a name not a meaning.. so if anyone would like to suggest in what to call my car.. please do so.. it would mean a lot to my TC.. it has to have a name.. maybe i'll just call it Christian.. how about that?.. NAH!..

here's my dad driving my car going back to the dealership so we can sign more papers.. i never thought how much paper signing is involve in this just buying a car.. it feels like some sort of "responsibility contract".. haha.. oh, the JOYS of having your very own car!..

so what else?.. oh yea, i signed up for pathfinders as one of the teacher's assistant.. here i am signing up and later handing them a $30 fee.. i guess it covers for everything..
this right here beside me is melanie she also got approach to be one of the teachers for pathfinders...
Roy and i.. Teachers for the Voygers class..
my first day in pathfinders was kinda intimidating.. i was so shy to show my face when they introduced me.. hehe but i got over it.. the kids there are so fun to chat with.. i have a feeling that i'll get to know them more this year.. i cant wait whats in store for me.. how exciting!..

met new people...
introducing Jannica & Phillip Pascua.. Two of the most coolest kids i've met this year.. they call me a "cool Nerd".. those kids really do make me laugh.. not just that every one in Wednesday small groups love them.. got lost going to the Banaag's house though bc i'm not familiar with the place... but its cool, Phillip told me they wont start small groups without them and it was already 700.. woops!.. i'm just glad they are getting acquainted with the other kids in church... hehe

what else..
well, i've grown to love outdoor activities.. =) more things to do for me than just sitting in the house and do nothing.. make your day more productive.. just last sunday, my cousins and i, together with Ate Ember, went to a Pacific Island Festival @ Ski Beach.. just looked around the vendors, checked out what they have and also watched some tahitian dances.. heres a clip:

Videos by vMix Member:xnxyxlxaxhxsx

here's manang sha checking out vendors.. lots of cool stuff...

heres us just chilling under the tree after we ate our brunch.. left earlier so we can have a parking space.. lots of people, mostly Samoans..
also not to long ago we had a picnic for the kids who's going back to school and celebrated the september birthdays.. its a church thing, we did it for the kids.. here i am with the ladies playing flag football.. (i'm the one with the sweater) i was called "Tan White Girl".. haha..

i know this is totally random but i've obssessing with this show.. aww, man i want a McDreamy & a McSteamy!.. hehe..

well, theres an update of "whats up shalyn!" for you!.. hope you enjoy it.. next update might be a long while.. so make me happy and comment.. hehe.. later..

signing out,
samr

Newest Addition: Avani Rayne Suasi

2006-07-28T23:07:00.000-07:00

Born July 27th, 2006 @ 10:31 p.m. (to be exact) in Paradise Valley Hospital, National City, California.. hearing the first cry of my newborn niece was just the most exciting moment of my life.. she was the most gorgeous looking baby i've ever seen.. she's 7 lbs. and 9 oz. with a lot of hair.. i cannot describe how amazed i was that night but i was so excited to call up people and let them hear the baby cry.. such a kodak moment..

Avani Rayne's first shot.. ouch!..

the proud Grandparents.. hehehe..

here's my Dad taking the first slice of pizza that my sister ordered from Pizza Hut.. actually kuya ordered it for her.. large stuffed crust with the topings of pinapples and mushrooms.. mmmhmmm Good!..

here they are gathering around the bed.. what a kodak moment..

hey Ma!..

Avani Rayne

hey Pa!..

and of course, the proud Aunties.. hehe.. Me and Ate Ember.. say cheese!..

EJ and Reziele watching Avani Rayne sleep @ Mamangs's house...

and now i shall leave you with this clip of my niece.. enjoy!..

signing out,
samr

No Time... What?

2006-07-25T21:41:00.000-07:00

so many of you might be asking that, "why is she not blogging?.." haha thats right!. no time.. i mean i so wanna put up pictures and such.. but it takes so much time since my sister most of the time hogs the computer all to herself!.. its true!.. its like i'm the servant in this house for a couple of months.. still am!.. augh!.. its like i wanna get out of here and just stop helpind them.. then my mom!.. sheesh!.. give me a car so i can go to coronado and just sit there and reminisce at the beach!!.. seriously i need some alone time!.. augh!.. i need my girls.. lets go party!!... haha.. can you tell i'm going crazy?.. and blurting out random things.. more like jibberish!.. *sigh*.. i'm CrAZiE!.. haha... later guys..

signing out,
samr

ps. next blog will be much more decent that this.. promise!..

Nephew on the Loose

2006-06-30T21:31:00.000-07:00

*thinking in the moment*
"something tells me that i shouldn't..."

ignore whats above.. thats different and a more complicated subject..

so, my nephew is here with me and i'm just waiting for ashley to come home bc auntie Myrna told me he wont go to sleep unless ashley is here.. so here i am stuck in manong Richards room babysitting.. and he claims that hes not a baby.. yea he is!.. haha.. being 7 is still a baby.. to me at least.. right now i have no idea what kind of tune he's making.. sounds like made up.. haha.. but this kid is such a blast!.. he's so much full of life.. even when we were eating dinner downstairs.. its like you have to give him food just to shut up!.. haha.. but nah!.. hes a cute kid and this kid is something else.. you can never have a kid this unique.. LOVE him so muchos.. hes GREAT!..

he sounds really bored.. i should do something.. no wonder Rezeile and Dominic loves me so much!.. i entertain them so much.. these kids are so hilarious..

signing out,
samr

With the Cousins

2006-06-25T10:39:00.000-07:00

i'm here right now hanging out with my cousins.. my last day in fremont so i have to spend every minute of it.. i'm gonna miss uly and ray.. *sigh*..

samr

ps.
pictures will be put up later from my vacation

Aim Chat

2006-06-09T22:34:00.000-07:00

Not to sound conceited and all that but i just thought that this is kind of true.. in my point of view.. my friend leslie and i got to talkin'.. not gonna lie but we were talking about boys!.. ooooohh!!.. boys!!..

Leslie: haha DAMN! EVEYRONE WANTS SOME SHALYN!
Me: hah
Me: you want some of me too?..
Leslie: you know why?!
Me: hahah
Me: why?
Me: bc i'm a new girl
Leslie: bc you're from texas
Me: haha
Me: plus i'm new..
Leslie: HAHA BC THE HOTTEST GIRLS ARE FROM TEXAS
Leslie: THE LONE STAR STATE!
Me: i guess.
Me: ahha

and convinced me to buy this t-shirt.. i thought that was awesome..

sheesh!.. i cant believe i'm having boy problems already.. theres not a thing goin on.. lol

alright.. Mr. Right or Perfect you better come soon!..

signing out,
samr

Incomplete

2006-06-04T23:38:00.000-07:00

sheesh.. i'm in one of my mood swings again.. i mean waking up in the wrong side of the bed and waking to a mad maniac mom has seriously gotten my day suckier.. it feels like my day should end up in a conversation... thats how i feel right now.. my day ended up unfinished and i still have all this energy that i need to exert.. going to the zoo was fun and all.. (went with roy and his pathfinder class together with ray..) the whole experience going to the zoo was awesome.. but thinking what to do after all that happened, makes me wanna do something more.. talking vaguely.. yes, i know.. but i seriously feel like going somewhere and relaxing or talking.. but it didnt end the way i wanted it to be.. instead i just sat at home thinking about today.. i should stop this venting..

here are some pictures from San Diego Zoo.. favorite part of the zoo were the pandas.. this is us infront of the zoo.. roy was taking the picture..

for more pictures.. go to: VoyagersZooVisit

signing out,
samr

House In The Making

2006-06-01T21:17:00.000-07:00

i woke up early in the morning to buy paint with my sister and kuya.. so we went to home depot and bought all my supplies.. i feel like a little girl walking in that store with my pigtails but its all good.. the whole day we were at the house painting... i was so excited to open the bucket full of paint that i forgot to put the lid back on top.. kuya was laughing at me saying that i was an amateur.. oh well, i didnt know.. well, i kinda do.. its just i was not fast enough to react to it.. my dad started helping me paint but after that i was a little tired and i just wanted to lie down.. i didnt finish paiting my room bc i fell asleep.. when my dad finish painting, kuya told me that it looked like "ube".. its a filipino flavor that they put in all the foods.. lets just say its "taro".. but its really called purple surf.. kuya just calls it ube ice cream.. hehe.. as you can see i started at the right side of my bedroom... bc earlier kuya made this huge green paint mark on that side while i was taping the sides just to be funny.. he was such a total dork!.. here he is painting the baby's room... its sage and light yellow..
then later, after all the painting, old carpet comes out and the new carpet will be installed in about 2 weeks.. also the backyard will be change into a nice gazibo or a patio.. the front house will be extended to build a porch so the living room will be more spacious.. then next build a second story for the house.. theres gonna be so many changes to this house that it will take awhile to get the full beauty of it.. its a lot of work but i cant wait to see it done.. oh, the sweet humble beginings of our new house.. so exciting.. hehe..

signing out,
samr

For All Time by Soluna

2006-05-31T12:34:00.000-07:00

goodness!.. finally, after all the years trying to find this song and looking who sang this song.. i heard it at walgreens while buying stuff for my toes and nails.. *phew* i thought i would never ever hear this song again... i know i'm not gonna get married any time soon.. but for sure this will be in my wedding cd.. >) i love this song.. if you wanna listen to it, its in myspace.. enjoy reading the lyrics..

For All Time
by Soluna

You've been the first in my life
Who has ever made me feel this way
And I will not deny
I'm gonna need you right here
By my side

Baby, I can't wait
(come and hold my hand and let me lead the way)
Let me take your breathe away
(by holdin' and kissin' and lovin' and touchin' you)
Never will be too late
(see myself through your eyes)
Baby, I can't wait
(until the day I hear you say)

[Chorus]
You are mine
There's no other one for me
Keep in mind
You make my life complete
And tonight
We'll make love endlessly
Cuz you're mine
You're the one that I'll keep
For all time

Now that you're here, boy
I'm never gonna let you go
Can I touch you there, oh
Do you mind if we kiss real slow
You're my everything
You're my hopes and dreams
Baby, you know it ain't no lie
I'm gonna be with you till the day I die

Baby, I can't wait
(come and hold my hand and let me lead the way)
Let me take your breathe away
(holdin' and kissin' and lovin' and touchin' you)
Never will be too late
(see myself through your eyes)
Baby, I can't wait
(no no, til the day I hear you say)

[Chorus]

You're the one that lights my fire
You're the one that keeps me strong
You're the one that I depend on
When my world is goin' wrong
You're the one that I hold closer
You're the man I'm dreaming of
And I really really love you
I just want you to know that

[Chorus 2X]

I can't wait till the day
I hear you say
You're the one that I need
You're the one that I'll keep
For all time

Wedding Update

2006-05-30T11:00:00.000-07:00

overall, the wedding was a success!.. except for me being late.. so what?!.. i was with ellen and they're my only ride.. it was lots of fun.. but honestly i felt useless.. being the emergency kit lady and the guest attendant.. anyways, took a lot of pictures of us cousins goofing off.. i thought i would never have any fun going to the party but it ended up with lost of fun.. especially taking pictures.. and just being goofy with my cousins and ellen.. haha.. i dont care if they saw me.. cracking so back that every time i smile real big my cheeks hurt..one of my fave pictures that i took was this:
and here are the rest of my fave goofy pics:

the wedding was awesome!..

cant wait for the next wedding in canada.. then after that in houston!.. yeah baby!.. houston!!.. hehe.. bro's engaged and ready to be wed in january.. and its official.. the parents talk about the guest list and the expenses for the wedding.. manong picked the most expensive one our of the three places that ellen picked.. the chateau.. and the first choice for the bridesmaid dress is this one:

well, thats all for now.. i'll put more pictures in here when i get my cd.. i left it up north in Casa Chocolat.. grr.. anyways..

working today 1430-2300.. so till next time.. later..

signing out,
samr

Psycho Mom

2006-05-25T07:44:00.000-07:00

psy·cho ( P )Pronunciation Key (sk)Slang
n. pl. psy·chos
A psychopath.
adj.
Crazy; insane.

i love my mom... but dont get me wrong.. sometimes shes just out of control!... she does things thats crazie and unnecessary and its enough to make you crazie.. make EVERYONE crazie!.. i mean, sheesh!.. instead of being the calm one and organized person, she looks like she's in her mental state of having a nervous breakdown... moreover, shes not even the grooms mom!.. she's running around with her head cut off.. not being able to think clear, she just says these jibberish crap that we dont even need to do... yes, i know, i have to clean and help Auntie Myrna around the house because people are coming from different directions.. but my mom wants to move all our things in the house before the wedding?.. WHAT THE MOTHER FREAKIN'A?!.. theres no need to do that.. i mean it just adds more work from the things that really matter.. just thiniking about this makes me go insane!... and if i leave now, all hell will break loose!.. she doesnt know that it makes my dad crazie.. she's like a freakin' republican, a loose canon, commander in chief.. my fave: the GREAT ENFORCER!!.. aaahh... okay this update about my mom got to stop.. because i dont feel like myself right now.. this is pissing me off... really!...

signing out,
samr

Bloggin' Again

2006-05-22T12:35:00.000-07:00

i cant believe i'm here again... bloggin' again... and just last night i just typed one up!.. i guess i miss bloggin'.. haha.. this is the only place i let people know what i'm up to and what have i been doin'... to tell ya' the truth, i miss xanga.. and i will never ever delete that blog like i did to my first one.. bc that right there is the most precious memory i have of my past and thats something i should preserve for a long time and years to come.. i mean looking back at my memories gives me a sense of great happiness and such joy.. haha.. and why do i laugh every time i say something corney.. haha.. thats why, coz' its corney!.. haha, but seriously though, it make me wanna go back and relive those times.. *sigh* one of my favorite blog: Tuesday, July 12, 2005 a letter to friends, not just friends but family..

signing out,
samr

Nothing Out of the Ordinary

2006-05-21T23:50:00.000-07:00

sorrie guys that i have nothing enlightening to write.. but here are some random stuff that i have in mind.. (at least i blogged!)

well, the Aguila-Corrales wedding is coming up.. and i cant wait to see how this is gonna come out.. its pretty extravagant from what is see in the wedding plans.. 300 people plus.. and i cant wait to go dancing!.. or should i say clubbing..hehe. got the shirt and shoes.. i'm soooo ready..

work in the other hand.. has been crazie.. every time i walk in there i get called "Pambid".. ask me why in person.. cant tell the whole story here..

anything else?.. i dont think so..

later

samr

Family Events

2006-05-17T11:17:00.000-07:00

just got done talking to the family about up coming events.. man i tell ya' its gonna be total chaos.. and lots of people will be running around like crazy chickens with their heads cut off!.. so heres the plan..

May 25th, Thursday:
- OFF DAY
*family comes into town....
- 0900 LAX - Manong JR
- 1200 LAX - Auntie Mercy & Uncle Sergie
- 1320 LAX - Manang Myla
- Lagazo's and (future Mr. & Mrs.)Ranches's are coming

*& also another special event..

May 26th, Friday:
- ~~going w/ ellen to get hair & nails done~~ (i dont think this will ever happen.)
- working from 0630-1500
- get last minute emergency kit
- then help cook!

May 27th, Saturday:
- potluck at church
- rehersal dinner
- more preparations
*at this point i'm not sure where i'm suppose to go next
- then sleep at La Casa Chocolat

May 28th, Sunday:
- Lani & Manong Richards wedding

May 29th, Monday:
- OFF DAY. chillax and whatnots!..

seems like every minute that i spend with my family is booked.. i dont think i have time to call people in houston..

dangit!.. i just found out that Beauty by Dolly charges 10 buckaroos for just threading!.. while in houston they only charge 6 bucks for eyebrows and upper lip.. why does it have to be expensive?.. so heres the plan.. i'm just gonna settle for a bakla to trim my hair for a cheap price.. (hopefully he/she does it nice!.) then get my eyerbrows threaded and i'm not gonna worry about my nails bc its looking pretty good right now.. dress and shoes check!..

signing out,
samr

TESTING 1-2-3

2006-05-15T12:57:00.000-07:00

this thing is still confusing... this is like my 5th time trying set up my blogs... also it took me awhile to think of a good title for my blog.. the thing that throws me off was that little button that says "create new blog".. is that where you post up your journal or what is it?.. or do you just go back to the one you already created?.. i'm confused?.. someone help!..

on the other hand.. 4 1 1 is my b-da(y)te.. haha.. so if you're wondering why i chose that title..

the last time i blog was in xanga.. so if you wanna catch up on some of the things i've done or if you just wanna read anything random that comes out from my mind you are welcome to check it out:
http://www.xanga.com/xnxyxlxaxhxsx

so this weekend was mother's day.. didnt do much bc saturday bc everyone was gone to hanford.. i wish i could've went with everyone but i worked saturday evening.. then sunday did laundry, went to khol's then did the more laundry.. stayed home the whole day watching Pinoy Big Brother Teen Edition... kinda fun too watch when your bored.. then later on in the evening watched Grey's Anatomy.. which is like the GREATEST show on earth!.. too bad i wont see the season finale tonight bc i'm working.. boo boo!..

i feel like i'm missing a lot bc of work.. not just the tv shows but also some of the big things going on in my family and church.. but i sure wont miss the weddings thats for sure!..

aight... signing out..

samr